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Still We Try

by Sam Cooper

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1.
Still We Try 05:22
Semi-trucks and minivans We all join in the jam Holidays in our own ovens With a soft soprano serenade in stereo Homewardbound, a thousand towns and Cities that all share a common route Only slowly going nowhere Nowhere in a cloud And still, we still, we try. Still we still we try. Fire fighting fire every side of the parade A grand display designed to make you venerate The victories, the tragedies The blood that stains the clay But however far we travel we can never, Never get away And still we still we try. Still we still we try. Still we still we try. Still we still we try. Demo dust and diesel fumes, hovering in the air A stagnant layer of poison our vehicles are swimming to deliver us A dozen years could easily stretch a century If measured by the flood of sweat and tears And silent cries that echo in our ears And still we still we try. Still we still we try. Still we still we try. Still we still we try.
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Idle By 03:31
A billowing smoke stack a heart of coal, The willows quit weeping for our tarnished souls, Spilling out blood black, lost control, Never been so broken, never be made whole Idle by idle by, we raze the land and slay the sky Idle by idle by, its a slow burn suicide Barrelling blindly, a famished beast, A harrowing nightmare at a ravaged feast, The arrows will find me when i expect it least, I swear I been sweating in this savage heat Idle by, idle by, we raze the land and slay the sky, Idle by, idle by, its a slow burn suicide Idle by, idle by, we raze the land and slay the sky, Idle by, idle by, its a slow burn suicide Idle by, idle by, it stains our hands and drains us dry Idle by, idle by, we might be damned but still we try
3.
Holy Smoke 03:13
Holy smoke and holy flame More than that, what can you claim? Holy smoke and holy flame Rattled bones on rocky roads And sunset shadows cast We’ll find ourselves a telescope And gaze into the past And vast unknown Distant wisps of dust and mist, a sage brush prairie sky Will we gaze in deep enough to penetrate the night Those rainbow signs Halos for our minds The veils all thrown aside Holy smoke and holy flame More than that, what can you claim? Holy smoke and holy flame Rushing to relax our burden, worried sick our bodies hurting Prairie sky a sequined curtain, begging us to pry To pull it open wide, to stare it in the eye The veils all thrown aside The halos for our minds Those rainbow signs Holy smoke and holy flame More than that what can you claim? Holy smoke and holy flame Holy smoke and holy flame A rose by any other name Holy smoke and holy flame Holy smoke and holy flame More than that what can you claim? Holy smoke and holy flame
4.
Green plastic pistol and red snouted rifle Camouflage t-shirt, bandana and bicycle Cul-du-sac laps in the midsummer blaze Blood sports and war games are all that he plays In the middle of nowhere forever ago A middle school soldier, eleven years old Madness and mayhem are all that he knows In the middle of nowhere forever ago Out through the window and into the darkness Restlessly wandering neighborhood yards And his heart is a hornet’s nest, too spooked to sleep Daggers and demons in all of his dreams In the middle of nowhere forever ago A middle school soldier, eleven years old Madness and mayhem are all that he know In the middle of nowhere, forever ago In the middle of nowhere, forever ago A wild eyed child with no hand to hold Living a life spinning out of control In the middle of nowhere, forever ago Sprinklers at dawn after all night exploring Whispers of fog at the first light of morning His eyes see the signs but his mind never reads Barbed wire sunrise is all that he breathes In the middle of nowhere, forever ago A middle school soldier, eleven years old Madness and mayhem are all that he knows In the middle of nowhere, forever ago In the middle of nowhere, forever ago A wild eyed child with no hand to hold Living a life spinning out of control In the middle of nowhere, forever ago
5.
We had our mind made Just had to find the right wave To ride beyond the border Tossed up and let drop Just had to hit the right spot To find a little order And every turn Lurked a lesson like we’d always hoped to learn And for all the common sense we almost earned It’s incredible we never crashed and burned, burned Each fence was miles high Yet low enough for us to climb Like nothing to get over Until our destinies divide Like a pair of diamond eyes Drifting from each other And every move We were always halfway closer to the truth And for all the common sense we could have used It’s incredible we never caught the blues, blues Those days were painted gold And every stretch of every road Outsparkled every other And every turn Lurked a lesson like we’d always hoped to learn And for all the common sense we almost earned It’s incredible we never crashed and burned And for all the common sense we could have used We were always halfway closer to the truth It’s incredible we never caught the blues, blues
6.
Burn my eyes and bleach my mind Blend into the cloudless skies, I’m grieving you Got to get their bread and wine Got the gall to cut the line and steal from you Way up high on wildfire mountain Golden meadows glowing like the sun It’s all we ever done, falls on everyone Oh I missed you from the moment you were gone Actions planned and oaths abandoned Stranded in the smoke to know what’s real in you A raven with a writhing rat flies high above this habitat As if fleeing with you A valley floor to lord above, boiled dry and blackened crust They made a meal of you Way up high on wildfire mountain Golden meadows glowing like the sun It’s all we ever done, falls on everyone Oh I missed you from the moment you were gone I missed you from the moment you were gone I come here to commune, to be consumed, to shed my skin And be revealed to you But they’re there ‘til there’s nothing left, just wipe the board with every step, They run the field with you Tear the ceiling with your tears, comes back every fourteen years Good god, I gotta hope that we can heal you Way up high on wildfire mountain Golden meadows glowing like the sun It’s all we ever done, falls on everyone Oh I missed you from the moment you were gone Oh I missed you from the moment you were gone I missed you from the moment you were gone I missed you from the moment you were gone
7.
I saw you swallowing the shadows, called but could not get across Falling fast as I could follow, all is lost All is lost and gone, you said, ain’t nothing left to defend But all this darkness will dissolve when the full moon ascends And the full moon will come back again Full moon will come back again It’ll scatter the shadows, illuminate everything Who will you choose to fear? Fangs will be drained when the motives are clear The truth is a radiant light Ascends in the heavens, severs the night And all this darkness will dissolve, gone like a fog in the wind And all that’s lost will be recalled, when the full moon ascends Remove those shackles and chains Undo the nooses, grab them as reins And who will you prove to be, In the eye of the storm, in this state of emergency? The future ain’t written in stone And you don’t have to take it or face it alone I saw you swallowing the shadows, watched your darkest hour descend But when that full moon shows, I know you’ll never give in All this darkness will dissolve, gone like a fog in the wind And all that’s lost will be recalled when the full moon ascends All of this darkness has always enveloped us Always enclosing all hellish and venomous Almost too much but it’s all on a pendulum I know I’ll never give in So tell me you’ll never give in And the full moon will come back again
8.
If I should fall from off my perch and dust to dust return to earth Would you yet regret my birth? Was everything for nothing? And if at last the sky departs, no day or night just light and dark Would all the blood that fills your heart Still pour out every morning? The match is a flash and the wick burns quick The smoke rolls slow and the clouds grow thick This time tomorrow, well who knows who you’ll be with When that body that you borrowed is ashes in the mist And if I tried to diagnose just who’s the pest and who’s the host Could I guess it even close, When both are so absorbing? When all the peasants storm the lots, and empty every big blue box, And rip the pavement off the rocks, Will that not count as earning? The match is a flash and the wick burns quick The smoke rolls slow and the clouds grow thick This time tomorrow, well who knows who you’ll be with When that body that you borrowed is ashes in the mist When all the prophets on the walls that towered till their fatal falls Are all exposed as lies and dolls, Will you still seek their pardon? And if the truth shall be revealed, and every code and law repealed, All the cards remixed, redealed, Would you still risk the bargain? The match is a flash and the wick burns quick The smoke rolls slow and the clouds grow thick This time tomorrow, well who knows who you’ll be with When that body that you borrowed is ashes in the mist
9.
Born to complain, if I could only open up your cage Would you fly, or sink inside your precious hell? A lifetime left to dwell, to adorn the corners of your cell Safe and warm to stay and mourn your former self Rise with the tide, don’t insist on twisting up inside Break the chains that bear the weights that drag you down Before your time runs out, or do you choose to droop and drown? ‘Cause the tide is rising even now So take a stand, embrace a chance to change To levitate to leap with all your faith To fly away, the waves will claim you anyday Don’t stay stuck on all your old mistakes The choice is yours to make Before, before it’s too late Before you’ve sealed your fate Before, before it’s too late So take a stand, embrace a chance to change To levitate, to leap with all your faith To fly away, the waves will claim you anyday Don’t stay stuck on all your old mistakes The choice is yours to make How much more convincing could you take The choice is yours to make Before, before it’s too late Before you’ve sealed your fate Before, before it’s too late
10.
When you’re standing in line The line controls your speed We were coming down Crashing through the leaves It’s just a matter of time To justify these means Keep on smiling, babe Strain it through your teeth We all fall down, like falling leaves I swallow, and fight the urge to breathe On the banks of the Rhine The mud, the gold, the greed You’re the prophet, babe The future’s history But can you capture my size, My strength, my soul, the whole sad scene I was there for you Where were you for me? We all fall down, like falling leaves I swallow and fight the urge to breathe We all fall down, like falling leaves I follow and love my enemies We all fall down, like falling leaves I swallow and fight the urge to breathe

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This album explores climate change apocalypse anxiety through a soulfully optimistic lens. Without diminishing the danger, we can still take stock in the power and opportunity of the present moment, whether it's confronting global challenges or those tangled messes in our personal lives.

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released March 20, 2020

Written and produced by Sam Cooper
Drums by Nick Werth
All other instruments and vocals by Sam Cooper
Recorded by Paui Laxer, Skyler Norwood, Josh Powell, and Sam Cooper
Edited by Sam Cooper
Mixed by Paul Laxer
Mastered by Gus Elg

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Sam Cooper wears all the hats, performer, producer, singer, songwriter, multi-instrumentalist, composer, and that's just the figurative hats.

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